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'Home'
by Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

The home sweet home that I always longed for since I started study abroad is not anymore the same. It's not the home it used to be to me. It's not much more than a cold 'nest' for me to sleep, bathe and eat. That's all. Instead, I get tonnes of nagging and blah blah blah. I know you people are concerned, but that's not the way it is, and its not the way I like it. Sometimes even I feel that the room that I rented in KL is better. At least I can do things the way I like, my own way and I can get peace of mind, free of nagging and words that are hard to listen to. At times, I had the urge to go away from home for a long time, a year maybe and this might make me love my home better. I'll do it someday. Maybe I've been complaining too much, I think. But I want my home back. Finally, I wish that I'll be a happier person. Looking back at my recent entries, I find that I'm not happy lately. Hopefully my next entry will be a happy one to share...

Stay outta my life

In the mood of drinking black tea

Would you stay outta my life?? Sometimes when I see you, I was annoyed. Maybe it's not right for me to say that. I'm not trying to be mean, but that's really what I felt. Sorry.... And stop doing that pitiful face in front of me!!! I HATE IT!!

stay the same

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Stay The Same

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

Hate IT!!!

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Sometimes, I have the feeling of hating myself. Looking back on the past, I felt that I'm not a good person, not a good son, not a good friend. Today should be a happy day as I expected, but it turned out to be a day that sucks and made me turned down my friend who asked me out. I hate today. I'm feeling alone. I don't wanna think of anything right now. I just wanna leave my mind blank. Perhaps that's the best way to ease my hatred and make me feel better.

Work HARD

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I seriously need to work hard. Why can't I just settle down and study?? Trials are next week and finals are just around the corner and yet I'm still so unprepared. The only thing I'm prepared is to get bad grades or even fail my trials. But I will try my best to not let the same thing happen to my finals. For the trials, I can just try to study as much as I could and pray hard to see any God will help... Haha.

Grow your own beans if you want coffee. The same theory goes.

Happy BDay Vivien!!

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Zebra crossing

So G-A-Y

HAPPY BDAY TO VIVIEN!!!!

A gift of heart, friendship and love

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Nice gift from Hoong. Thx alot. I like it very much. (ITS HANDMADE!!)

New skin for my iPod. Its wearing leather. haha

Will it just work??

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My stupid laptop broke again. Arrgh. I'm fed up. They took 5 weeks to repair it and it lasted for a mere 3 WEEKS!!! Damn stupid. Don't get a Toshiba coz the service sucks in Malaysia as those laptops are serviced by another company, which means claims of parts are made from Toshiba Singapore, and which takes a hell longer time!!! I think I'm having a computer crisis this year.. Now I'm 'laptopless' again.

Happy Birthday to ME!!

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A happy bday with friends, family and wishes. Where's my present?? haha

Eat, eat, eat....

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Jogoya is the place for me to satisfy my hunger for fine Japanese cuisine where I can eat all I want.
Some pics to make ur saliva drippin.. haha