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'Home'
by Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

The home sweet home that I always longed for since I started study abroad is not anymore the same. It's not the home it used to be to me. It's not much more than a cold 'nest' for me to sleep, bathe and eat. That's all. Instead, I get tonnes of nagging and blah blah blah. I know you people are concerned, but that's not the way it is, and its not the way I like it. Sometimes even I feel that the room that I rented in KL is better. At least I can do things the way I like, my own way and I can get peace of mind, free of nagging and words that are hard to listen to. At times, I had the urge to go away from home for a long time, a year maybe and this might make me love my home better. I'll do it someday. Maybe I've been complaining too much, I think. But I want my home back. Finally, I wish that I'll be a happier person. Looking back at my recent entries, I find that I'm not happy lately. Hopefully my next entry will be a happy one to share...