In the mood of drinking black tea
Sometimes, I have the feeling of hating myself. Looking back on the past, I felt that I'm not a good person, not a good son, not a good friend. Today should be a happy day as I expected, but it turned out to be a day that sucks and made me turned down my friend who asked me out. I hate today. I'm feeling alone. I don't wanna think of anything right now. I just wanna leave my mind blank. Perhaps that's the best way to ease my hatred and make me feel better.