stay the same

In the mood of drinking green tea

Stay The Same

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

Hate IT!!!

In the mood of drinking black tea

Sometimes, I have the feeling of hating myself. Looking back on the past, I felt that I'm not a good person, not a good son, not a good friend. Today should be a happy day as I expected, but it turned out to be a day that sucks and made me turned down my friend who asked me out. I hate today. I'm feeling alone. I don't wanna think of anything right now. I just wanna leave my mind blank. Perhaps that's the best way to ease my hatred and make me feel better.