当我老了。。

In the mood of drinking green tea

当我老了，不再是原来的我。
请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒自己的衣服上时，当我忘记怎样绑鞋带时，
请想一想当初我是如何手把手的教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语，
请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。
你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千百遍的故事，直到你进入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，
请不要责备我，还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，
请不嘲笑我。
想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个‘为什么’。

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，
请伸出你年轻有力的手扶我。
就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，
请给我一些时间让我回想。
其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，
只要你能在一旁听我说，我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。
理解我，支持我，就像你刚开始学习如何生活是我对你那样。

当初我引导你走上人生的路，如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。
给我你的爱和耐心，我会报以感激的微笑，
这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。

文章择选自墨西哥<数字家庭>

tired..

In the mood of drinking green tea

I'm dead tired today. Having slept for only 4 hours, I woke up this morning at 8.30, bathed, and studied while waiting for my mom to come pick me to the temple and pray. In the afternoon, I drove my mom's car to SP to repair the air-cond. I was driving on the highway without air-cond!!! Luckily is was windy and not too hot. After getting the car serviced, I had lunch with my cousin and headed back home. I wanted to study after bathing but I was so tired that I fell asleep without even studying a page. After some sleep, I went to dinner with some friends. Then we went to the arcade and had some fun. Gosh!! I barely studied today so I have to go study now. toodles.

My dream car~~haha

Win-ni's food list part 1

In the mood of drinking rose tea

My dearest celaka cousin: Nah!! you want bak kut teh i give u!
and I went to eat this the next day after you told me you miss it.
haha.. u come back i give you a bak kut teh treat

break-fast

In the mood of drinking white tea

It's like so long since I had a proper breakfast since the holidays. Breakfast makes me get out from my lazy bed early. I should have breakfast everyday then.

Empty dim sum plates or whatever u call it
P/S: Win-ni, I'll keep u posted with Malaysian food. Haha (*evil laugh)

outta jail!!!

In the mood of drinking banana milk tea

I'm outta 'study jail' temporarily at least. Been staying at home for the whole week prepping for exams. Exam are killing me. We'll I gotto use the car today and of course I'll use it. Went to my friend's cafe after dinner to meet up with some friends. Had fun :)

smile people

Laundry service

In the mood of drinking earl grey

I finally did all my laundries today... Weeee...

如果我是他....

In the mood of drinking earl grey

我们常常都会看着别人有多好，不断的在羡慕和崇拜别人。经常会听到一些女生说：“你看她多漂亮，身材多好，要是我有她一半就好了。”有些人却羡慕他人多富有，多成功，多幸福等。无可否认，我也会羡慕别人。羡慕他们想要什么就有什么，羡慕朋友们都可以出国到名校读书。电视经常有一个节目是专门数在外国明星艺人的身家。他们个个都有钱得不得了，住大洋房，豪华轿车不知有多少辆，有些甚至还有私人飞机。他们过着的豪华生活，除了被狗仔队烦着之外，相信几乎每个人都想吧。他们区区的一件首饰都值几百万。但相反的，当我看到非洲的那些受到饥荒和疾病折磨的孩子，我不禁感到悲伤。我在想，或许他们都很羡慕我目前平凡的生活吧。相比起来，我真的比他们幸福多了。要是把那些非洲的孩子和那些艺人相比，更是天渊之别。他们吃一餐，可能可以让非洲的孩子吃上好几个月。与其在羡慕别人，我倒不如把羡慕他人的精神，好好的利用在自己身上，或许我以后也可以成为别人崇拜的对象。哈哈。如果我真的有那么一天，我希望可以帮到有需要的人，这是我对自己的一个承诺。

Future

In the mood of drinking green tea

A road to the unexpected future

你有生气过吗?

In the mood of drinking black tea

生别人的气并不好受。明明知道如此，但偏偏有时候却不能不生气。事情往往就是不受你控制。有时候，你并不想生那人的气，因为他没犯了什么错，而是偶尔行动或举止上惹怒了你，根本就是一件芝麻绿豆的事。但是自己想着想着，却又生气起来了。听起来好像很矛盾。也许是自己胡思乱想吧。你曾试过没有任何理由的生气一个人吗？那个人并没有得罪到你，可是你总是看他不顺眼。我试过。或许你会认为我很奇怪吧。可能是我的问题。我也不懂。。。外婆时常对我说：年轻人要看开一点，不要动不动就生气，对自己不好的。我想，我也应该听听他老人家的劝导。

find peace

In the mood of drinking green tea

peaceful and tranquil
away from the city and suburban
a place i'd love to go
to be alone and quiet