tired..

In the mood of drinking green tea

I'm dead tired today. Having slept for only 4 hours, I woke up this morning at 8.30, bathed, and studied while waiting for my mom to come pick me to the temple and pray. In the afternoon, I drove my mom's car to SP to repair the air-cond. I was driving on the highway without air-cond!!! Luckily is was windy and not too hot. After getting the car serviced, I had lunch with my cousin and headed back home. I wanted to study after bathing but I was so tired that I fell asleep without even studying a page. After some sleep, I went to dinner with some friends. Then we went to the arcade and had some fun. Gosh!! I barely studied today so I have to go study now. toodles.

My dream car~~haha

Win-ni's food list part 1

In the mood of drinking rose tea

My dearest celaka cousin: Nah!! you want bak kut teh i give u!
and I went to eat this the next day after you told me you miss it.
haha.. u come back i give you a bak kut teh treat

break-fast

In the mood of drinking white tea

It's like so long since I had a proper breakfast since the holidays. Breakfast makes me get out from my lazy bed early. I should have breakfast everyday then.

Empty dim sum plates or whatever u call it
P/S: Win-ni, I'll keep u posted with Malaysian food. Haha (*evil laugh)

outta jail!!!

In the mood of drinking banana milk tea

I'm outta 'study jail' temporarily at least. Been staying at home for the whole week prepping for exams. Exam are killing me. We'll I gotto use the car today and of course I'll use it. Went to my friend's cafe after dinner to meet up with some friends. Had fun :)

smile people

Laundry service

In the mood of drinking earl grey

I finally did all my laundries today... Weeee...

如果我是他....

In the mood of drinking earl grey

我们常常都会看着别人有多好，不断的在羡慕和崇拜别人。经常会听到一些女生说：“你看她多漂亮，身材多好，要是我有她一半就好了。”有些人却羡慕他人多富有，多成功，多幸福等。无可否认，我也会羡慕别人。羡慕他们想要什么就有什么，羡慕朋友们都可以出国到名校读书。电视经常有一个节目是专门数在外国明星艺人的身家。他们个个都有钱得不得了，住大洋房，豪华轿车不知有多少辆，有些甚至还有私人飞机。他们过着的豪华生活，除了被狗仔队烦着之外，相信几乎每个人都想吧。他们区区的一件首饰都值几百万。但相反的，当我看到非洲的那些受到饥荒和疾病折磨的孩子，我不禁感到悲伤。我在想，或许他们都很羡慕我目前平凡的生活吧。相比起来，我真的比他们幸福多了。要是把那些非洲的孩子和那些艺人相比，更是天渊之别。他们吃一餐，可能可以让非洲的孩子吃上好几个月。与其在羡慕别人，我倒不如把羡慕他人的精神，好好的利用在自己身上，或许我以后也可以成为别人崇拜的对象。哈哈。如果我真的有那么一天，我希望可以帮到有需要的人，这是我对自己的一个承诺。

Future

In the mood of drinking green tea

A road to the unexpected future

你有生气过吗?

In the mood of drinking black tea

生别人的气并不好受。明明知道如此，但偏偏有时候却不能不生气。事情往往就是不受你控制。有时候，你并不想生那人的气，因为他没犯了什么错，而是偶尔行动或举止上惹怒了你，根本就是一件芝麻绿豆的事。但是自己想着想着，却又生气起来了。听起来好像很矛盾。也许是自己胡思乱想吧。你曾试过没有任何理由的生气一个人吗？那个人并没有得罪到你，可是你总是看他不顺眼。我试过。或许你会认为我很奇怪吧。可能是我的问题。我也不懂。。。外婆时常对我说：年轻人要看开一点，不要动不动就生气，对自己不好的。我想，我也应该听听他老人家的劝导。

find peace

In the mood of drinking green tea

peaceful and tranquil
away from the city and suburban
a place i'd love to go
to be alone and quiet

home

In the mood of drinking earl grey tea

'Home'
by Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

The home sweet home that I always longed for since I started study abroad is not anymore the same. It's not the home it used to be to me. It's not much more than a cold 'nest' for me to sleep, bathe and eat. That's all. Instead, I get tonnes of nagging and blah blah blah. I know you people are concerned, but that's not the way it is, and its not the way I like it. Sometimes even I feel that the room that I rented in KL is better. At least I can do things the way I like, my own way and I can get peace of mind, free of nagging and words that are hard to listen to. At times, I had the urge to go away from home for a long time, a year maybe and this might make me love my home better. I'll do it someday. Maybe I've been complaining too much, I think. But I want my home back. Finally, I wish that I'll be a happier person. Looking back at my recent entries, I find that I'm not happy lately. Hopefully my next entry will be a happy one to share...